*buries self in sand for one year*

[tori_angeli]

I've applied for so many jobs tonight that I'm going crosseyed.  I am absolutely freaking out.  My current job is ending in barely over a week and I haven't saved nearly as much as I wanted to save.  With the economy the way it is, I have no idea if this will work or if I'll just run out of money and be forced to come crying back to my parents to start all over again.  It took me a year and a half just to get this far.  I don't know if I can do it again.

I did, however, get a real worry off my chest.  I ate the money to take advantage of some amazing sales last night and got some clothes that fit, including a suit (which I've needed for ages) and, uh, bras (mine have been falling apart, which you just had to know).  Now if I can only replace my shoes, which I've worn the heels off...

Ah, well.  I'm not saying I'm poorer than anyone else.  I'm just freaking out.